FECKIN WEIRDO: Nnamdi's spectral adventures through a pubulous conundrum, canceling out the burrowing burden and ambiguity of his pre​-​zuberant tooth shine.

by Nnamdi Ogbonnaya

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released July 11, 2014

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Other projects Nnamdi is associated with: Monobody, Itto, Teen Cult, The Sooper SWAG Project,
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Track Name: PROBE
My problems escalate into a bigger scene than I can handle.
I can't handle life.
I'm fucked up. Not drugs but because my life is so unfortunate
I cant deny.. but I realize my minds notstable

I contemplate
Maybe I should get up and leave

Yup. Fuck this shit. I quit
I'll build a ship to live in outer space
Look back at earth from my real home
and pray to Goat that it all burns

I pray to fucking goat that you all burn in hell
You and your whole entire family'd be there as well
Fuck you.
I pray to fucking goat that you all burn in hell
So I never have to see you again.
Everybody.
Track Name: UNGH ft. KSRA
Everybody telling me the way I should go
but nobody knows The thoughts I think

Talking down to me like I'm a 7 year old
Just do what your told Don't follow your dreams

Because art is just a hobby that'll never provide
unless you're a carbon copy or a stereotype
you'll be depressed, sit, wait for the day to go by
(day to go by, day to go bye)

Guess it's time that I change my life
even if i'm doing it out of spite
Get off your ass, Get off your ass
Get your shit together

How do you know where i'll pro-bully go
when alll of your cozy thoughts are your own?
not mine let alone i'm tryin to go
change lives so go cry and choke die and dont bother me

chameleon on the cieling
cant reach me with the longest tree limb
butterscotch noodles i'm a hundred gold Buicks
my body is cruisin and oozin exuberance

you old past due like library book
uncooked and expired left hooked like an ex pirate turned boxing ref
float like a butterfly sting like an std
heavily repping that double E.S. P
fun and games in my mental state
hopscotch head to the juice box please
armoir kiddie cocktail thought pross rockwell

abnormal life! OH NO? ALright
i've almost grown out of this music phase
for real i tried to say good bye like Macey Grey
to wrap it send it trample it like macys day parade bouquets
I realize through crippled eyes my vision may seem lame
but yo
i have to sing its medicine
I need it i need it i need it
to drown out your ridicules
repeating repeating repeating

Constantly constantly
hear that nagging voice
Constantly constantly
hear that nagging voice

it says Property property
come to tax your joy
you'll always be a failure man
You dont have a choice

i'm rabid dont touch me and rabbit foot lucky
with a habbit of fucking with average public
masses i'm neil degrass tyson i'm one of the wise men
a venomous python just tryna

laugh it off. nelson muntz
lead peacfully like nelson does
never bellieve someone elses thoughts
because they dont surf the same wave
Track Name: 2% Chest
Crazy kid Nigger rich you lackin the common sense
If you sayin shit then little nigga say it with yo chest
I'm unstoppable and in the business of slashin and baggin heads
unstable i'm not kidding, test me, actually get hit

'cause i'll smack you in the lip
then attack you with my fists
not the quickest to get pissed
for you i'll gladly make exceptions
then you'll catch us fighting bitch
like Micheal Vic its interception
had to smack you silly 'cause i never really wield a weapon

Everytime some dummy try to go produce some beef
Its always from a MuthaFucka with some Bobble headed teeth
Go gobble up your speech
and think before you speak
before I drop a bow and leave you low note in the streets
of C HI, floods capri high, please ask me why my face look pissed
Snuff the bullshit before you draw in the flies
bitch you cut off from my life

Everyone thats talkin shit
Go suck a dick
and choke all on that 2%
while you pretend

You're better than I am
'cause you're not better than I am. No.

I don't think so

Everyone that pushed me 'round
can kiss my brown
booty like a jolly rancher
understand

You'll never bring me down
Never Ever bring me down. No.

I don't think so

If you step up in my way
Bitch I slap you in the face
I'm gon' fight again I dont know why or when

If you call me out my name
I might punch you through your brain
I'm gon' fight again I dont know why or when

Everyone thats talkin shit
Go suck a dick
and choke all on that 2%
while you pretend

You're better than I am
'cause you're not better than I am. No.

I don't think so

Everyone that pushed me 'round
can kiss my brown
booty like a jolly rancher
understand

You'll never bring me down
Never Ever bring me down. No.

I don't think so
Track Name: VASECTOMY
im a nasty negroid u can vomit in my mouth
and i'll wash it down with comet
pull a condom out a pouch
poke it
hock a loogie on her booty propped up on da couch
get her pregnant make my exit name the baby troy mclure

ride in eyore to the er and scream yeehaw as the baby drop
doctor stands in shock his fingers splotchy with her gravy slop
propped on the embilicle's a hoagie with some sawerkraut
i lowkey cut the power out then poof like q loves afro out

the sandy in my handy bout to hungry hippo eat it up
zippo out to heat it up
baby momma screaming stop
turn into a pterydactyl
fly right through the sun
get a wicked tan i'm very black i'm Wesley Snipes son

halfway to the moon i dropped my food but i dont give a darn
summon up some mongoloids to help me chop off both my arms
then i kill em with my laser vision
grill my limbs they taste delicious
gather one eleven get some RC from the Unistore

mix it with some pixie sticks to turn into my human form
a creature penile features has more peach fuzz than recalled before
accidently castrate myself tryna buzz these pubies off
bleed a lot then pass out like a baby dream of booby soft


throw up something hearty got more greener than a guana pit
throw myself a party just to celebrate that complishments
get bored build a time machine
get in set it to hyper speed
go back to when my dads a teen
and give him a vasectomy
Track Name: BOOK (KINDA)
Fuckin weirdo like R Crumb
rizzely gooey lookin disney movie dumbo fishy forest gump gumbo
stay depressed in the south west side of Humboldt
I stick out like icicles i scream like out of Boredoms

o sucker. you know thats not my name you muthafucka
pants floodin gangstabilly drive by trucker
i'm an awkward doctor singing opera operating ovulating broads
potters sight a wand malaria sick magic mana
fest

infect reveal my presence in your essence
and leave an imprint on your thalamus
disconcert your pallet make your face turn with disgust
you bring out the gray i'll break away like bits of rust

i knew its too good to be true
a dude like me with you
thats like a quadriplegic finishing a rubix cube
thats like some baggy jean shorts fitting up on skinny dudes
no. thats like a dude named nnamdi ending up with you

i treated you like perfection improved but
like jenga you were only interested in what you could remove
took my heart and chopped it moderately to consume
I shoulda seen this shit coming like a big dude hunting a moose
that dick cheneys loose

its not like i'm not used to getting shit on
(anal bead Cleveland steamer) every body get on
host a roller coaster called the mutha fucking shit show
usedd from the get go

take advantage of me like a klepto
drowning feeling whistle jethro
carpal tunnel bitch i'll never let go
what i heard you say the day i knew i was you played me like an arcade
here's a couple quarters for your fucking game

I'm kinda WEIRD but
I dont care what they say bout me
I'd rather be a weirdo than a lie in someones earhole
i'm like fuck fuck fuck em

I'm kinda WEIRD but
I dont care what they say bout me
i'd rather be a loser than an abuser like you
i'm like fuck fuck fuck em

I wanna blast off
i think i might be an alien
think of living big tom hanks on the daily
john stewart publically amusing all the viewers
martha stewart. couger kabob gettin skewered

uncomortable lately everywhere
thought i'd grow out of it, baby wear
watch all of the ladys stare but not out of affection
but like i'm a fucking defect on their world full of perfection

Ogled over her dimensions
finally build up courage to go talk and break the tension
mention random shit like doctor octagon vs. aquaman
conversations pretty awkward man.

why even bother and get
no response. she must've not heard it so i repeat.
no she fuckin heard it she's just choosing to ignore me
hang my head in defeat. stare at my feet. confidence re-
boostin take another crack like houston

finally pays attention when i
ask if she like parliament 'oh you have a cigarette?'
no i'm talkin bootsy collins
you like henry rollins?
I see the black flag back patch sewed on to your back pack.
fucking awesome.

we hit it off.
but if i knew that you were so abusive i'd of offed the hitch
and spun around like circle pit
thought you were a doll
thought we were adults
but now you acting crazy like you joined some shady cult

i heard you on the telephone talking to your mother
saying Nnamdi? no he's not my significant other mom
naw he's kinda weird and not even slightly
the type of dude i'd ever even want to have like me

incompatible. always getting mad at bullshit.
incompatible. glad we called it quits

You were born in a mansion. I was born black trash
I new this shit was never gonna last

I'm kinda WEIRD but
I dont care what they say bout me
I'd rather be a weirdo than a lie in someones earhole
i'm like fuck fuck fuck em

I'm kinda WEIRD but
I dont care what they say bout me
i'd rather be a loser than an abuser like you
i'm like fuck fuck fuck em
Track Name: ZEBRA (Loving Vs. Virginia)
I dont care at all
If they stare at us
Its not a secret. no.

If opposites attract
then i guess thats what we'll do
'cause it's only me and you girl
How'd you like to tag along with me?

And we can Ride

Ride the Zebra With Me

blackandwhite
weMacktheKnife
ourancestorsHad
Sacrificed
YourAssIsClappin
ActionsGotTheKlansMenKrissKrossedInTheyGraves
drippinwet
likecrackinpipe
sayHiToVipe
youDip&Set
freekyzekey
LegsIMakeEmshake
inFrontMyface
wepantstofloor
RomanticSport
So
StrechOrYoullBeSoreforhours
YogayouGoEveTheApple
NibbledTilYourCoreComesOut

If opposites attract
then i guess thats what we'll do
'cause it's only me and you babe

How'd you like to tag along with me?

And we can Ride

Ride the Zebra With Me
Track Name: BRAND NEW CLONE Ft. Luscious Duncan
GIRL ME & YOu soft on the eyes like baby blue
together when spotted be the greatest two
uber close the most kinetic duo since
sonny and cher our chemistry's a hydro pair
we spark a flare like flint and steel
your sex a a peel slip princess buttercups shriek on my eel

you made me feel good
but i.. i did the opposite to you
i want a redo
so I can do this properly

I'm so willing to admit
I took this relationship and fucked it up
You despise me now I realize I was the lucky one

I want you to stay put
what do i gotta do to make you not wanna leave?
clean up my shit like a mutha fuckin vacuum
beat up every nigga every time they lookin at you?
what would that do? coulda had you
but the mistake was mine now you said goodbye
on the outside i look fine but if you leave i'll lose my feckin mind

I dont really know what i would do if you would go
think of everything that made you great

poofin dissapearing and you turn into a ghost
use a voodoo doll and try to summon up your soul
and then i
make a replication of the girl i used to know
mixin difrent liquid in a potion
riggin up equipment tryna duplicate her motions
new model test tube bottle make
BRAND NEW CLONE

remember when i used to have you sittin on my face
ever since i did i wish didnt miss the taste of it
take some of your good friends hood end and bend the
pencil back on rental pads i'm lending the

fat sack to myself why do i feel so lonesome when
hos come in droves some in clothes some in
wholesome outfits even the loudest shows can be draggin me to
soul crushing agony that's me and

gabby in the past we had a fleeting happenstance
ashes to ashes, puff to dust, busted, i
fucked it up must've been my uncontrollable
stupid fuck self or something like that

huff then i laugh, run then i pass out
half a mile in start cryin for my life again
writin like i didnt even try to end my life instead i'm
sittin with a knife and then i try to do it right again
Track Name: I CAN'T prod. by Ian Christopher Sutherland
I think its time you remind me what it feels like
to tire out your lips
I cant
Pretend that I'm not really drawn in by the ruse of your kiss
i dont want to wait
I cant

hey charming come lay on me
now
drop jaw me dont stop on me
now

I want to stay
longer please
'cause i cant think of any place
i'd rather be
you're lightening
right now i'm struck. i'm fucked. concussed... from your touch

I cant no I cant even comprehend
how every single kiss is better than the last one
I cant no I cant even comprehend
how you're

Spread out like a centerfold
we get up close and personal
wrap me up like you're made of tentacles
Jack me up all night

She wanna make out no glasses
said i'd let her hog the ball no passes
so we could do it slow like molasses
i just wanna hold you now 'cause

I think its time you remind me what it feels like
to tire out your lips
I cant
Pretend that I'm not really drawn in by the ruse of your kiss
i dont want to wait
I cant
Track Name: SHE JUST WANNA prod. by Daniel Velazquez
She dont need no show tick rip it off the stub
body got that low grip midget give a hug
she dont need no clothes 'cept lubricated glove
she dont need no boyfriend she just wanna

Fuck goin' shopping
Lil B i'm G. Ramsey chopping
cooking up a couple things to say
to this lady tryna make her let a goofy dude take her on a date

She stares me up and down she's all see saw smart with her
hesitant look no it doesnt look good
hella sick of all these niggas tryna reel her on their hooks

i know you're probably tired of dealing with these idiots
and she said what makes you different?
vibe for a sec and let me know if you're not feeling this
she's tickled. she giggled. so then we hit it off.

why would i wanna ride with you?
i've got a nicer car
surprised my purse is full of money 'cause i'm workin two jobs?

dont need no

i know you aint got much
but shit your better than the bunch
i'm tight i'm tired and desire loosening up

just wanna

She dont need no show tick rip it off the stub
body got that low grip midget give a hug
she dont need no clothes 'cept lubricated glove
she dont need no boyfriend she just wanna
Track Name: Grape Gil (BUST)
Grape gil with a cannibal, eat it up
Fingers Hannibal animal gut feeling
I'm gon bite again I dont know why or when.
So I pop pills like an addict not feelin nothin.
Chase kill and devour i'm a predator you better run
cuz I have been takin lives again

Drive mad on her like a virgin and I'm merging into new meats
Christmas passed I'm really glad I asked for my front two teeth
Sharper. Gonna tear through you like an Archer.
Barker. Faster than you Blink snaggin arteries

Clogged. clogged. clogged up in my jaw
Supple body makes me wanna summarize you spark
Gotchya! Red handed flaming hot Sriracha
Puzzled look will leave your body jumbled like a captcha

I dont wanna eat you but I have to
Bad news for you, ITs the MuthaFuckin Rapture
NEver thought i'd have this habit nervous with this hatchet
chop chop you of my check list
toss toss you in the fridge with

All all these others killed and I know I will regret this
Nah. Raw meats good eats. This a fucking feast
PLease dont squirm
it'll only make sure my hunger increases.
Human flesh on my breath. so I never speak.
Track Name: SIT TIGHT ft. Julia Steiner
Sit Tight in my hideaway

No ones gonna judge you here
we're the only people near for miles and miles and miles

To sticks and stones i hold my own
but words i'm never good with
to hard to disregard em all
ignore the hate i couldn't.
i shouldn't have to live in fear.
kneed mare roh crush bones i'm never scared
i have prepared my comfort zone

and there are
no names. no titles.
no pointless false idols.
no bitch. no bastard
no back the classrooom asskicking
no racist shit no niggerish
i'm stronger than you stupid shit
no bashing lashing fighting pain
just chillin in my hideaway
Track Name: C.L.O.D.
hood to hood clicks
neighbor hoods formed from deindustrialized bullshit
throw the box away not even in a million days.oh no you couldn't fix this leaky city with a tool kit
hopefully i'm hopped up on the dopamines like all the really cool kids
so i dont oragami get twisted in a gory school sitch

pack a gun and bowl and toke that mandatory green shit
not to start some trouble but in case i meet some mean kids

kids gettin arrested for selling pot pushing the indo
enjoy the AC'd drive & free ride look out the window
you can try to make a difference but to me that shit isnt worth it
demoted from a name brand to a knock off like me worthless

use your school degree to see whats hurting us
MAYBE YOU CAN FIND THE WHO WHY HOW WHERE WHENS AND WHATS
read up on your fucking history of all the service cuts
you can keep the money but you'll never have my blood

you'll get sick as shit of being broke
aint never havin nothin
pan in hand and beggin just to get a bit of lunch
I think I've had enough
I need to get outta here

you'll get sick as shit of being broke, make you wanna run far away
you can keep the fucking money but you'll never have my blood

Leave that boy alone. Statistically, he'll probably be dead in a few weeks
Head in the noose.

jim crow is my neighbor but my window is my savior
staring out it is the only hope I got
public schools a doozy adolescents owning uzis care about me? no the world just hopes i rot
Track Name: MIND UP ft Ian Sutherland & Ace Da Vinci
When i was seventeen i drank some very good beer
my parents weren't even there BUT
still overhear like no nair
mamma say mama saw mama popped me in the jaw
when she saw me leanin at church

lied but she wont eat it up reverse big lurch
beat my ass black blue like my names poppa smurf
is that the story that you need to grasp on something tangible
offended i wont take a sip and soak it up like camels

and i wont smoke your camels
cause my throat cant handle
i wont low my standards
never give in to no pressure
messiah man i am you feel it like a different teXture
crickets clickin' bugging me to suckle on my nectar now they
hugging on my neck a couple months ago this never
woulda happened no it never would happened but now

now you listen clapton clappin she cream ON the coffee napkin
CLEANING UP sloppy nappy haired me.
ASKING HOW'D HE GO FROM RAGGEDY ASHY BLACK KID TO PRACTICALLY FLASHY dreamin of ROCKING STADIUM SEATs

NOW I'M INTERACTING BRAGGIN like HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN
MY CONFIDENCE ASTRONOMICALLY RISING

I REGRET EVERY DAY THAT I SPENT TRYING TO FIT IN YOUR POSITION
i FEEL BETER THAN EVER NOW THAT I CAN MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS
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I Made my mind up
finally figured out whats right for me's not right for you
(how many days )
did i sit around and

waste my time
(i'm)
fastly aging
( MOM'S)
fascinatED
(brains)
fULL OF asinine fantasys playing out in my mind
I'M NOT A LITTLE KID ANY MORE
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A prayer and a blunt before I hit the door
I'm hear to do the things you never did before
Get my daddy out his phone so he can hit the road
Got so much weight on my shoulders I walk pigeon toed

I think a lot
and worry more than ever
I'm a lover I'm a fighter I'm a warrior but better

I'm just going through the motions
Anxiety is high in me
I can be all that I can be, do whats right for me

So try to understand a complex man
where the nonsense overrides your conscience
Try to keep calm yes, smoke away all stress
I am what you called blessed. Hallelujah
I'm a man in the making
My stance never shaking
My spirit never breaking
The world's for the taking
I'm hanging out with Nnamdi eating grilled cheese and bacon
I don't under stand why you're hatin
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I Made my mind up
finally figured out whats right for me's not right for you
(how many days )
did i sit around and

waste my time
(i'm)
fastly aging
( MOM'S)
fascinatED
(brains)
fULL OF asinine fantasys playing out in my mind
I'M NOT A LITTLE KID ANY MORE
Track Name: SUNGH DIFFERENT fit. Alicia Walter
You don't really want something different
and now you know
You're satisfied alone.
That's why you chose to keep your distance
Even though my absence leaves you cold

There's something different about you
I cant put my finger on it

I pray to goat to come and make you
Expose your secrets show your weak Achilles heal
I pray this potion will unwind you
Communicate the way I make you actually feel

There's something different about you
I cant put my finger on it

Loosen your grip girl. You can relax
I can feel your eyes lingering behind me as I turn my back
Loosen your grip boy. You can relax
I can feel your eyes lingering behind me as I turn my back
Track Name: WITCH DOCTOR
When i feel the anger rise up inside
he becomes the maggot in eye
hear the cry you cry out
the night you find out
your momma died
not from suicide
but your father lied
'cause he took her life
try to hide behind all the evil

And when i see the people lying on the street
scheming trying to find food to eat
just beg for quarters
and get ignored
gave the coldest shoulders
and pray the lord will come help them out
but he aint around
so they turn and learn all the evil

My father was a strange strange man
deranged he made me who i am
I'm Alone
Always with his mysterious ways
never let me see his face
Now I Know Why

Got me dead up in the head i'm like a zombie
oh winter snow i'm colder
bitter soul you cracked up the cola nut
i'm the goalie now block your hold on my life

talks cheap unless you cast a spell to make the well off sleep
then you bet i stole the most
better mix the potion
2 sinister shit grin dinner served
meet me's murder
eye for eye me learned
from the foreskin i was birthed
force me into earth
emerged I learned the evil finish first
and now I know (why)
Track Name: JUVY ft. Julia Bard
They want me to conform
Mad that i dont think the way they think
i Feel out of place

You can't put me in a box
no stereotype's gonna fit me
and I'll never change

I'm fucked up. not drugs but because my life is so unfortunate
thats why i need to make a fortune quick
move my friends and family right up out of this
to another planet up in the sky thats where my mansion is

uncomfortable lately every where
thought i'd grow out of this shit like my baby wear
how many shy kids die per day in chi 'bout 8 i swear
at night ops walk the wrong block hear the glock cock and the shots pop

I dont really know what i'm gone do with out my soul
i sold it to the devil sick as shit of being broke
prophet profits feeling worthless like I dont belong where the earth is
confidence emerging but i'm still feeling uncertain

but they dont care they just want that trap shit in their ear
Eat it up like a cannibals
burnout like your candle will
smoke up like your chimney i shoot way up past the roof
singled out for individuality

They want me to conform
Mad that i dont think the way they think
i Feel out of place

You can't put me in a box
no stereotype's gonna fit me
and I'll never change

I'm dumbstruck
no love cause i chose that i would not give up or quit
confuse you like a parlor trick
immune to violence. i should have been a kamikaze pilot
and dive bomb into John Donne because i'm a bloody island

Everybody telling me the way i should go
when they dont even know what i think
I'd rather be a loser than abuser like you
free to be like Frieda i dont mean to be rude

Excuse me. Is this your life i'm living?
Tryna fit size nines in 22s cant tell the difference

I've made my mind up
i'm gonna live my own life
I've made my mind up
i'm gonna do this shit right

i cant pretend i cant pretend i cant pretend that i dont see it
i cant pretend i cant pretend i cant pretend that i dont feel it
i cant pretend i cant pretend i cant pretend that i dont hate
being the odd man out when even God shouts

They want me to conform
Mad that i dont think the way they think
i Feel out of place

You can't put me in a box
no stereotype's gonna fit me
and I'll never change