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released November 8, 2013

All songs Written and performed by Nnamdi Ogbonnaya
Artwork by Daniel Velazquez.
Recorded by Seth Engel and Adam Salsberg:
Mixed by Seth Engel.
Mastered by Will Killingsworth at Dead Air Studios:


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NNAMDÏ Chicago, Illinois

Other projects Nnamdi is associated with: Monobody

old: Itto, Teen Cult, The Sooper SWAG Project,
Nervous Passenger,
The Para-medics
Pisces at the Animal Fair,
Water House,
My Dad,
Love of Everything,
Richard Def and the Mos Pryors
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Track Name: HVY
if i almost die
please don't keep me alive
pull the fucking plug when i get sick
pull the fucking plug when i get sick
and if i fall behind
don't stop just to cry
i think i've put you through quite enough shit
no need to get emotional or love sick
i cant ruin your year
if i'm not even here
think of all the stress that i caused you
and how impressive it is that we got through
if i almost die
please don't keep me alive
pull the fucking plug when i get sick
Track Name: Hit or Miss
If all I have to do is lose I've already done it
I feel okay
Not good, but just okay.
You'd feel the same (trust me)
Sell a 40 to the homeless on I-97 (I-90 exits) trying to fuck up their lives.
Track Name: Injured
Laugh at him because he's different
but that's not enough
Choke her
cause physical pain
Agonizing pain on my legs
then they scatter away to their spineless castles
Scumbags with no self pity
On my back (trying not to cry)
Traumatizing blow to the head
now the sidewalk is red
Crippled, left to die.
Track Name: Pearly
She's open to pretty much anything
optimistic, but still not confident
she isn't herself
(but merely a duplicate
of the girl you instilled in her)
She'll never trust another man again
neither would you
Her legs are open but her heart's still broken
from every man in her life that has treated her bad

Thanks dad.
Track Name: KKK XXX
Still stuck in shock
Cant shake it off
the warning that her father gave me
I'm glad we talked
This cock is blocked so please don't even bother calling me back
Paige, I'll rip it out of your stomach
disown this disgrace, if it's a nigger that's done it.
Strangled, I'll kill you both
and keep your corpses as my trophies
slit your throats watch you die slow
Track Name: Glasgow Grin
I hate myself for smiling
I'm sick of it sippin this liquid that's sticking out of
my pack of six with a cigarette
lit bottom lip is twisted assisting my spittin' out
liquidy brown dip, then a bong hit, and I vomit
puke my fucking brains out
i'm appalled
I hate my life
but the very next day I'll get up and call it a "good night"
I hate myself for smiling.

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